Wednesday 4 July 2012

I Love You

"Is there any competition between us?"

Library.

Writing while we talk.

Book names at the Psychology and Philosophy section.

Yeah, I'm straight.

Still finding yourself?

Things Fall Apart.

Okay, I'll read it.

My favourite is The Catcher In The Rye.

How can Holden not be a phony?

Puppy dog cheeks.

Starry eyes.

You're a good writer.

Hmm... secluded aren't we?

In my dreams we held hands.

Yes only a dream.

I want to send her some books.

She's okay, just a lump in her stomach.

Is it cancerous?

Fuck. You're always right.

A cell dividing...

Infinity anyone?

I like Mr. Haggar.

I do soccer with him.

Good.

Hospital?

Can I visit?

That far?

Moonshine girl...

Nice picture?

Oh, a poem?

I sent some books...

Yeah!

Ngugi!

I miss you.

Hey, what do you believe in?

Atheist too?

Puppy dog cheeks...

Starry eyes...

Hair short...

In a dream of mine we held hands...

I was reading so much so we could talk.

The Colour Purple?

I have a journal.

I love your poetry.

Please don't die.

A cell dividing dividing...

It stopped.

Aabhilwe Modise.
Aabi.

I never got to tell you that I love you.
I was scared for some reason... Probably 'cause I'm an idiot.

"No you're not."

I was gonna visit.

"Tawanda?"

Puppy dog cheeks...

Starry eyes...

Tears?

I don't believe in God.

Still trying to find myself.

"Hey Aabi."

Join Facebook.

We're still young.

Cancer girl.

Platonic?

Biology.

Logic.

Existentialism.

Identity.

What are you reading right now?

Books.

Literature.

Art.

Creative Writing.

...

Hey.

Aabi?

I never did get to tell you.

And you'll never get to hear this.

Because you know... God not existing and everything.

That makes me feel worse of course.

I really am gonna read Things Fall Apart. 


And The Colour Purple. 


I hope you did get to listen to Pet Sounds...


"Good night my baby...
Sleep tight my baby..."

And I was hoping at some point me you and Simone could sing:

"Columnated ruins-

- Do-hooo-miiii-nooo"

Because of the high notes.

Hey. What a nice smile!

Laughter.

Hey.
Aabi?

I just wanted to say.

That the next time I write to you...

I'll use neater handwriting okay?

Wait.. no...

I mean, that too.

But damnit.

Aabi.

....

I really do.

I do.

I do.

...

I love you.
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